Woo, mom's mad. Really mad.
She's screaming all over and hitting whatever's around her lol.
This idiot gambler, really don't know what's life.
Now she's lost another five thousand.
Zzz, last time lost fifteen thousand still not enough.
She really don't know what is money sia.
Think so easy earn.
That time I tried to work, sell some ice-cream lol.
3 hours, and the boss deducted $10 of my pay.
So I only got $5, worst than Mac Donalds zzz.
Crazy one leh she. Think money come whenever she wants it to.
Actually I can get my phone the day before, Tuesday.
But she's gone gambling and gambling that she don't even bother to come home.
Wait till today, she's lost such a big sum,
I don't even have the mood to buy already.
Don't want new phone liao la.
Feel like fcuking vulgars out of my mind.
Freak she is sia
losing money for gambling is like FLINGING your money away.
So what if she's my grandma.
She never learns.
An asshole for doing what's not right.
She can really pull the whole family down.
ASSHOLE ASSHOLE ASSHOLE.
I don't want phone liao la.
Mommy earn so hard for living this gambler's throwing it away
Let her save the money for her own food,
I still got Terence's phone anyway.
FED UP, zzz.
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Maths paper 1 and 2 today,
easy all the way.
EOY exam this year easy lol.
English all answers in passage,
now maths they're only giving basics.
Only a few I'm not really sure.
Went home straight after school and watched telly.
Slept and ate,
watched telly and slept.
Boring ~.~
She's screaming again lol.
No mood.
Oh Lord I miss You so badly ):
Are you there? Or are you here with me just testing me.
Family matters are stressing me now ):
This grandmother of mine really makes my hair go white.
Can you make her a better christian Lord?
I know nothing's impossible without Your love (:
Don't know if granny's really being a christian.
Maybe she don't understand christ.
Still ask Terence to go church more often and trust in You.
Hah.. She herself can't handle much.
I know christians are not pure or perfect, they're just forgiven.
So Father Lord I pray that You forgive her and change her alright?
It's your will Lord, all Your will.
I love you and I'll praise you today, tomorrow, the day after, and forever.
Amen amen amen.
