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I just wanna tell you that if you've got the guts to say those at my chatbox, please bother to put your name. I'm not going to do anything. You can tell me off, you can console me, but telling me I'm SMALL does it mean you're big? You can use the word young, what do you mean by small sia? If you know what I'm thinking, what do you know? So what if you've gone through 5x more than me. I don't care if it's 6x 7x 8x 9x or 10x or wadever sai la hor. I mai huan lo. Because I wanna tell you this, no matter what I'm taking, you don't say I'm small. So what if I'm small? Do you mean by young? Young so what? Youngsters may be stubborn but they still have brains. They think, they feel, they wonder. They can change the world, they can take seats of presidents, they can do many things. You wanna differ age? Do you think I've not seen the real world? Let me tell you this, I've gone through many, though you may not know. Ever since primary 5 I've been having experiences. I may be 14, I may be SMALLL, so what? Am I wrong for being SMALL? Am I given the rights to choose to be SMALL? I hate people saying me small. Especially stuffs like these. I'm not trying to aim on you. If you don't know me well, please don't console me. You may have read my post, you don't know the backgrounds behind. As you've said, it takes time. So why are you saying these? Time is time, you can't control it with human hands, it goes as it wants. It goes as it needs. It goes as it does. It goes as it's a must. What? You think you who? Say me think of my future like that? This line saying I bo think of my future la? Eh, you think of what really want to say then you type it out and let me see la. So what if you've experienced? Firstly, slacking around got wrong bo? Slacking around got harm bo? Slacking around were days that were HOLIDAYS. What's wrong with it? Is it illegal? Does it mean there's no future if I slack around? Please la, you don't know me, you don't come and talk to me. I've studied, I've been trying to give in to my mom, I've been changing my attitude. Did you see? If you didn't observe, keep your mouth shut from saying stuffs like those you've said in the chatbox. It may not make any effect on you, but it has made a great impact on me. If you don't know how to seperate the sheeps from the goats, please don't. Did I say I wanna lead a life like this forever? Did I? What time, which day, which week, did that sentence ever came out from my mouth? Even if I didn't say, I've never ever felt that way before. I've never even thought of it before. Please la, although I'm still slacking with them, but I spend half the time of slacking on studying. Do you know? Don't know don't talk. I know time won't wait for me, time won't wait for everyone. As I've said, birthdays only happen once a year. Each birthday adds up your age by 1. That day only happens once in your life. Time passes, and a blink of an eye a year is gone. Since I already know time doesn't wait, do you? Since you've said you've suffered 5 times more than me, I know you're telling me not to walk the same path you did, do you have to say these anot? Say la, put name la. I've been working hard on my attitude, I stop shouting around, I treat my friends well, I keep smiles on their faces, I work hard for my mom, for my family, and for myself. Were you aware about that? Not aware, don't talk. Train myself? Think I wat, dog ? Humans ain't born to be trained, they're meant to be taught. As for myself, I learn the mistakes I've made, and I'll never turn back and walk the path back and over again. I've been real positive always, just that when problems add up, you cannot stay happy and tell everyone you're too happy till you've got no tomorrow right. Tell me la, who does that? Even the good has better above them. Get what I mean? I have this life, it's mine, I don't need your lecture. Saying my future will be doomed, do you think about yours? If you didn't, please think about yourself before talking about me. You're real horrible talking about lecture. No offence, really. I really feel like punching the wall when you said these 3 things :
I SURE suffer in future,
I'm small,
Always slack around areas and wasting time.
Don't make me find out who you are, you're really getting me out of line.
Let me tell you this, you don't have the right to tell me these unless you're my mother.
Understand bo? LAOBU, the person that has the place I came out from.
You better listen here, I've already controlled myself for this.
Don't make me go back to my old self.
I buey ke yan listen to what you say, you oso lan lan. Cos what you've said are all stuffs that don't link with my life. Let's see whose future will be better. You watch. You open your eyes widely and watch.
Don't stuff stuffs each time I open my mouth.
I tell you, you don't tell me things like I've never thought of my future.
If I didn't, I would have smoked, I would have fought, I would have got expelled, I would have got angkongs, I would have murdered, I may even be in girls home right now, sentenced for life.
Think, you better think of what you've said.
