If I were to die tomorrow,
would you cherish me today?
4th day without his kisses, without his hugs.
Different recess, different dismissal.
Sometimes when I look away when he saw me,
I actually looked around after awhile to see whether he's still there.
I just want to take a look at him, again and again.
I used to buy him drinks on every Thursday,
bringing it up to class, his favourite Peach Tea.
Today was different.. It was quiet before, during and after school.
He finally told me why he didn't want to come back to me,
it's because he was tired of meeting everyday,
waiting for me everyday.
Most of all he told me I was actually adding on his problems by worrying about me everyday..
How hurting can that be.
He's really not been himself lately..
I want back the Shaun that used to love me so much.
But I guess I can't do that because he thinks I'm irritating now.
M birthday wish was to wish everyone that I love would be happy every single day,
please come true soon.
Signed off, ♥ 8:06:00 AM