My phone won't ring as much as before anymore.
Dear
Shaun,
I'm sorry for making you cry.. I didn't mean it.
Please don't cry anymore okay?
I've told Brandon to takecare of you,
although all the times I told him not to tell you I've told him that.
Don't hurt yourself, it's not worth it for me.
I've made you wait for me so many times just because of my stupid habit,
always being late and making you wait.
I've already been trying my best to quit it, can't you see that?
I'm sorry for meeting you everyday, I didn't know you were tired of that..
Tired of meeting me everyday, I guess you were actually tired of me.
Maybe it's because I like to see you so much, I don't know why.
Didn't realise our arguments were sweet lately,
like how you used to whine at me.
Sorry for making you worry bout me,
didn't know it'd cause so much distraught towards you.
Sorry for being rebellious all the times,
being angry with you.
Didn't know all these would cause you to leave me.
Actually it's not because you want to hurt me,
you just didn't want to hurt yourself.
And I don't want you to hurt yourself literally too.
Stop punching walls, really.