You pulled me back, and you pushed me away...
Sometimes I just wish that I exist in a fairytale, not in this world..
Where they stay together happily ever after.
3rd day without him, and today's wednesday.
I used to wear the tie for him,
putting it round his neck and underneath his collar.
He once told me he wanted me to do it everyday when he goes to work the next time,
but I guess it's not me anymore.
I miss him, I really miss him.
Today, he hugged me for the very last time and cried.
I tried holding back my tears,
as I looked at him and tell him not to cry..
I didn't want to wipe his tears off, like I how I did usually.
But I really love that hug,
it feels like his love's still there.
Warm, cuddly, filled with love.
I wish everyday was like the first day we were together..
Those hugs resulted in tears and hurts.
Till now I still can't forget how tightly he held me, so tightly.
