It felt like... I'm being thrown away.
Heard that he's in love again, I don't know if it's a good or bad news for me.
It's good that he's found someone he loves, at least someone better than me.
I was about to call Hanling today, but I don't know why I automatically keyed in his number and dialled.
It's lucky I've put down the phone in time, or I'll have nothing to explain about.
What's the use of treating someone so well, as if he'll love you forever.
Same goes to you Joey, you shouldn't have treated me so well in the past.
It all ends with hurt, no happy endings in this world.
I thought I could say harsh things and make him think that I've forgotten him so he won't be worrying anymore.
Yeah, I bet I don't even need to do such things he's already forgotten about me,
yet bothered to be in love with another girl.
I don't know, it seems like I've changed.
Did so much, he just threw me away like this, as if nothing happened.
Made me cry so much, called me dumb and didn't even care.
He just, ditched me aside, liked another girl, infront of me.
I once thought that doing silly things was stupid,
but if you're not going through such situations you'd never understand.
It's difficult to look wide.
I begged him, so miserably, he ignored.
That coldness he had towards me was hurtful, he might not know it, he might not even care.
Sometimes I feel like I'm trapped, I don't know what to do.
I loved him, I thought he was serious, actually all these while it was just a show.
I kept pleasing him to come back, I've never been like this before.
I want to forget him, I forced myself, I can't.
Where else can I go?
I really want him to be happy.
Watching him avoid me, it feels, hurtful.
It's been 4 months, today, April 7th, could be one special day.
I've been expecting you to ignore me still, and it did happen.
Because I forced myself to think right,
but each time I see him, each time my friends remind me of him, each time I hear his name, each time I see couples, I feel negative.
I want to forget, I can't.
I was stupid enough to love you, stupid enough not to see who was right.
Stupid enough to choose you, stupid enough to leave Joey.
Hope you'll enjoy ignoring me on this 7th, and goodluck loving that girl.
I will forget, one day.
