7th of May.
All these while.. I thought I was someone special in your life.
But as time goes by, I'm starting to think that I was just someone you got to play with.
It's actually quite sad to hear, but not surprising at all.
You won't know how much hurt you've impacted in my life.
People tell me you still care about me, love me, LIES ALL LIES.
Just stay happy, I don't need anyone's sympathy.
Because I don't know how many times I must cry for the one I love.
I don't know what other hurting things would come out from your mouth.
Each time I see you I'll just turn away, because I don't want to have another sight of you.
People ask me "He everytime hong girl , you not jealous meh"
So what if I'm jealous, so what if I don't like it, so what if I'm sad about it.
I'm not in the position to do that anymore.
He won't even care if I feel that way even it's the 4th month today.
But if he is happy about it, I'm already satisfied.
Just smile Shaun Yap, you'll be blessed (: Love you.
Signed off, ♥ 10:33:00 AM