Did you enjoy yourself or had fun on the 7th today?
Because I didn't, I was busy missing you.
You will never know what true happiness is until you have truly loved,
and you will never understand what pain really is until you have lost it.
I was walking under my block until I see that place,
where you once celebrated my birthday with a surprise.
Maybe I didn't show that I was thankful, but deep inside I was.
When you went off, I admit I was a little sad but it cheered me up when you kissed me many times before going away.
I'm sorry I ruined your surprise but I was still shocked by what you've done for me.
Actually I already saw you walking down the stairs with the whole group at the CC :x
Just kept quiet, though.
I just want to get a best revenge on you someday,
that is to smile, be happy, and never let you know I was hurt more than you expected.
I didn't have the guts to message you today, to be honest enough.
I was too afraid that you'll think I'm pestering you or what.
So I just refrained myself from the phone and tried to control,
instead of sending it straight to you I guess I'll just keep it to myself, right over here.
I can see that it's actually quite good for you that you've finally gotten over me..
Like this, you can focus more on your studies.
But why are you deproving? From 28 to 35?
I really hope you'd know when to study and when to play, because I won't be around to nag you anymore.
But no matter how depressed or pressurized you are, just share your thoughts with people around you so that you'd lessen your burdens okay?

I know deep inside you there are many problems that are still unsolved.
I really want to tell you these, but too bad I know you'd just reply "okay" or just some simple one two words back.
So I'd rather keep it to myself, and just hope that you'd know what to do, pray that you'd be fine. Do you know? Whenever I see you when you're not aware, clouds seemed to lift (:

And a few weeks back I actually dreamt that you and I were back together again,

as when you saw the girl that you once loved, you pushed me away.

That was hurtful though, thank god it was just a dream.
But just a few words left to say.. I miss you. I really hope I could get another hug from you again someday.
Alright, let's not be greedy from this point on. I'll be satisfied as long as you're happy (:
Love you, sy.